find for something. die for nothing.

title yg xde kne-mgene.huu. mggu neh adlah mggu yg paling mbuhsankn.. akuh duk uma sowg2.buhsan thp gaban!! xjd follow mereka ke klate. sgguh sdey.. tp dpt spentime dgn nad. bai. paez. tnx 4 spend ur time wit me dude. this is fwens for rite?

haha..

even them suda jauh tp ttp di ati.. kihkih.akuh suda gilak agaknyer.. mgeluarkn ayat sbegitu.. but. miss them lots.. assgment mnimbun tp 1 ape x start ag..akuh tired.akuh penat.akuh ngntokkkk.

tgk la nti ble 'mr.rajin' suda mau dating sama akuh. mlm smlm g mlake dgn en hub.. jln2.mkn2.kul11 lbey suda smpi uma. hilang r buhsan jap.. dlm kul1 rombongan dr pntai timur suda balik.. cit cat dgn sis smpi 5am..then bru tdo. smpi skg x tdo ag. mate sgguh pedihhh..adoyai

daa..

free friday.

Assalamualaikum.

im free today..stelah tired among 5 days..tommorow de meeting..n nk grak ke klate..ntah.pening.. meeting pnting tuh..

smlm training bdminton 2jam30min.. men lme cket sbb plus 2 owg..deq'in n mr joe.. mr joe camam champayon.. saje je mau pntkn aq ye..ragging aq ye.. nti aq kurus bru kamo tau..ciap kamo!

balik je...sgguh pnt.. kaki camam mau patah..pinggang camam mau bengkok.. adoi..balik dlm 720pm..mndi,solat n trus tdo smpi la sis call.. kacau tol..then bgn n mkn roti 3 keping.. cipta rekod r smlm mkn roti 3 keping je..hehe. 1am tdo balik..smpi 8am.. n akibat byk sgt tdo bdn ni rse pnt lol..adoyai.

smlm ptg azie n oya dtg uma..tumpang solat.. sempat ngumpat2 cket..hehe xmau r cte psl tuh..

k r nk tgk tb yg mbosankn nih!

Tiredo

ni btl2 pnt..thp gaban pnye argh..
tmasuk arini da 3 ari bturut2 aq men bdminton..
pnt sgt2..men dlm kul 530pm.. 4-5pm de lathn sukan..pnt dehh..sgt2.
tp still mau men ag..suda active..
cinta suda sama bdminton..

ngengeee

skg nga pening kpale n sdg mmikirkn psl maskot..
design mr.banana xciap ag..adoyai
pnt suda. otak pnt.bdn letih..
mood mau update pn suda lari..jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

hmm.mr hub still dmam.. da smggu lbey nih..
tkcare.

asgmnt btimbun2..PP da btmbah kje.adoyai..
sabtu nih suda mau gerak ke kl tp club plak wt meeting. adoyai..mau pegi..
meeting o kl?? pnt pkir suda.

td da r tkene..cikai tol.
da r lu swuh wa dtg town jmpe lu pstu leh plak u blah ble balak lu dtg..
lu pkir wa ni ape?wth.
kamo ni btol2 camam cikai.wa dtg smate2 jpe kamo.kamo wt prgai..
wa da r pnt.lu bikin wa makin pnt..kamo ni mmg suka mintak maki free ke?

nota tumit : mencik

malas..

first of all, congrates to M.U.H meet uncle hussien..
juara lagu 2009..

and hapy bezday to mr rais.. wish u a luck.. bout u n miss zae, congrates k.. tomorrow i'll go to damn claz n will face one another with damn 'fwens'.. should i called them as a fwens?? spoil my mood..

the assgmnt are done in 75%.. i hope the 'malas' mood are not coming.. a moment ago, around 9pm i check my eyes at optical co. and lense centre.. dazzle of my eyes are increasingly..damn. and i try the contact lense..haha.first time.ngee.. soo pedih.. its ok..my specs are in good condition..

hmm..

i buy the 'manga' graphic novels... japanese magz.. [gempak starz] Mini Love by Panu Nateenan..

pick from the book..said..

....'if u love someone u said it,
....u said it right then, out loud,
....or the moment just passes u by'..

hmm..got it?
hmm..so jiwang these girl..haha
i feel so sleepy.nite evyone..

hidup ni memag palat, tapi esok masih ada..

these life mmg palat rite?wheter we relize o not.. im being palat this week.. i hv 2 done all the assg from en nik.. actually not my assg but them (myclassmate) bullshit.my eyes becme stinging pain.. bcoz i been 7 hours look at these screen.damn. before holiday nextweek i hve pass these assg to en nik.. hey fwen!! r u think i am ur slave??ur balaci?? i've been tired bcome the one who been oppressed!!!!!!!!!!

actually today is miss faizriena bezday..

hapi bezday girl.. wish u hapi at there.. love u+mishh u :( this morning she called me.. she got free calls.. hmm girl, i missed u.

mr.hub still feverish.. tke care of ur self k mr.. hmm.. im bored now!!!!!!!!!

nota tumit : my english damn teribble.. [dlm usaha mbaikpulih my english.huhu]

truth. cry. lie.

tgk title je da cm title album letto.hurm.watever.. all the 3 words hv deeper meaning 4 me.. chewah..mntang2 r muet dpt band3..bngge2.astaga..takbur..!

back to the topic.

TRUTH.

true o truth o kbenaran.kbenaran ni pahit tp atleast la spahit sblum mgetahuinyer.. ayat suda bbelit.byk kbnaran yg lum trungkai. bout me.her.him.them.they.us..tlalu byk.. smpai xsggup nk tell the truth..hm.watever. pentingnyer kbnrn ni is xkn perlu de sesape me'manupulated isu. rite..? n sumtimes perlu jd hipokrit ntok x mberitahu kbenaran. letih.penat.sakit dgn sume ni.. ble kbenaran sbenar akn trungkai?? damn. erm?

CRY.

i love walking in the rain bcoz no one knows im crying.. aq mmg ske ngis o cry..dr dlu smpi skg..non-stop [fakta] ni bkn tnde klemahan.ni tnde klebihan... even da bjuta2 gelen tears aq kuar kn tp ble tepat mse ble nk kua ia ttp ade. xpnah kering.. im the sensitive girl..n drp mngis ni r aq lepaskn emo2 2.. wlpn aq ske ngis xbmksud aq xgelak. aq ske gelak.top1 gelak paling havoc. tears ni 1 ubat..byk benefit.hmm.. if kte xngis..ble kte nk kuar kn tears yg suci bak mutiara 2??

LIE.

being lie.been lie.be a liar.. hmm...watever!! utk ape?utk siape?? dunno r..hipokrit 2 1 pmbohongan jgk kn? lies in this world like salt n sugar... really?a liar said no lie...possible or impossible?u tell me?

sume org sme je..de org xpnah tpu dlm dunia ni ke? de org xpnah kne tpu ke?? samada kte tau kte dtpu or xtaw or buat2 xtaw...hmm. ntah r..pnipuan itu kdg2 hnya utk mjge hati ssbuah pihak n dr c2 tmbul soal hipokrit. so 2 kire tipu sunat ke? de wujud ke tipu sunat ni??x kn?

so?

THE BEST PART OF 'BELIEVE' IS LIE..

sume ni de dlm idup kn?

sakit.

adoi..saket glew kpale nih smlm..dr 1330pm-700am arini..so aq x g claz arini..cm nk pcah kpale..ntah r xtaw npe tbe2..mybe

1.aq byk gelak kt skola.

2.byk prob sdang d'pkirkn.

3.tuhan nk tnjuk 'ptunjuk' spaya aq pkai tudung.

byk bnde aq pkir mse saket smlm..tkot.hmm..ntah r.ble nk tobat..xtaw r.cuti rye cine ni mybe aq akn ke klantan..bkn utk join mogok boikot brg2 amerika or bkn utk mlawat mgsa bnjir..tp utk jln2 cri mkn..huhu. stop bout dat.

nk cte psl mhargai..cm emo cket..ntah r.kt mne2 jd psl xmghrgai.even klu kte mghargai tp tpp xdhargai rite?hm..ntah r.wtpe kte mrhargai tp xdhrgai?tp kte gak sorang yg xmhrgai..tp xnmpk.mcm dgn tuhan.kte xpnah mghrgai pmberianNya..smyg pn xckup..mcm 2 kte nk dhrgai??npe slame ni xtpikir mcm 2??

ntah r. fullstop!

smlm aq n lela de bncang/talk bout kruntuhan akhlak.. ktorang xrancang n tbe2 topic 2 kua.. FYI lela adalah org asli yg x bsifat pkauman..so die leh cmpur dgn ktowg.. die de bgtw even die xde agama tp die ttp de akhlak.. spt x mgamalkn seks sblum kawen.. die ckp 'mne de agama yg mgalakkn pkara cm2' 'dak2 skrg sume da hncur'

aq lak jd malu dgn die..die yg xde agama leh ckp cm2.. dak2 skrg yg mmg da de agama sjak lahir xpnah pk pn.. xleh nk slhkn parent smate2.. n xleh nk slhkn pgaulan/fwen.. kdg2 psekitaran jd punca..dlm 0.5%..even kte xnmpk kn..

nota tumit : dunno.pk r sndiri!!

Baharu

tittle kt ats 2 da cm 'trade-mark' iklan nescafe..haha.. hmm..skg da de aktiviti bru.. (slaen tdo n mkn) is bdminton.. wlpn da x pgng raket dlm 7-8 thn,skill2 asas ttp de.. xla teruk sgt..still amatur beb.. haha..mybe pasni akan start sminggu 2 kali.. huhu..

skewl?ok r..hm.. bru pas cri isi ntok assg muet..' ways promote tourism..' ok r...cket2 suda.jgn over2 k.. ttop cte psl 2. skg nga top psl israel n palestin..mlm td dlm 'buletin utama' je abes 20min psl cte 2.. bkn xnk tgk tp xsmpi ati..coz xdpt wt pape ntok diowg.. dgr2 cte kltan or tganu nk boikot product2 amerika such as fast food ; kfc.,mcD.,

dll..ntah..

mybe 2 slh 1 usaha/bantuan kcil2an ntok rkyat palestin yg t'tindas 2.. hmm..bdoa je r.. 2 je yg bleh rite... hmm..shahelmie mybe akn bpndah ke sek sukan tun hussien onn.. hmm..hilang r kserian kt claz t..adoyai.. k r mau ciapkn dialog ntok muet.hm..

peace no war!

tak penting pn..

xtaw r npe sjak akhir2 ni ssh nk lyn kpale gle..

mybe aq mmg da btl2 gler..gler ke aq??ntah..

haha..

esok mlm nk p men bdminton kt RABEL bsama clasmate..

joe.lila.qila.deq'in.ojan..

mntk2 x full..pnt dehh nk mnunggu..

hm...sok de meeting 'bendahara'..

nk mntk 'tittle' kt en nik tsyg..haha.gler kuase..

stop bout that..

nk cte psl exclasmate '07..

kami da smakin jaoh..sgt jaoh..sgt2 jaoh..

masing2 de kpntingan msing2..kami bkn cm dlu..

enjoy.hapi.gelak2 gaban..

kami skrg lainnn...

de tgjwb.de kpntingn..

yg leh buat kwn jd lwn..yg leh wt kwn bru..

hmm.xpnting pn r!!

tbe2 touching..

slh ke aq bg hrpn yg tggi ntok sumone yg de tittle 'teman'??

ntahla.mls mau pkir..

xtaw r spe yg kejam skg nih..aq or deowg..

fullstop.nantok..nite hub!!

boring..

keboringan tahap dewa-dewi..hmmm..

buhsannyer idup ni..miss my all fwen.mish 'him' lots...hm.

skewl ok.uma ok..

everything just fine...

sejak akhir2 ni asyik gelak+gelak+gelak=GELAK..

bese r ble bakal raja lawak de kt claz..hmm.

td p tgk BRAINSCAN dgn paez..half price..ok je.

mkn mash potato+pop corn+pepsi twist..

de bli bju tdo yg sgt comel..gmba pooh..haha.cm nk glak je.

aq dn pooh?pelik2..

haha...zaman da brubah..

stdy ok..juz skg ngah pening mmikirkn aasg pp1 yg dr '08 xciap2 ag..

mereka yg camam cikai mjd smakin cikai..

korang ingt aq balaci korang ke???adoyai.

pk gune otak lol..

skrg sinetron JELITA yg ku cintai dh awal...1430pm-1530pm.

then leh tdo..mate ni sgguh ngntok..

bju lum iron..huarghhhhhhhhh...

nunite.swtdream =)

Newday

hmm..ngntok yg t'amat..

yela..slalu wake-up kul10 ke ats..huhu.sgguh mls diri nih.

makin lme makin kurang clasmate..

liza da pndah kajang..mr nukk lak nk g ganu feb nih..

smbg stdy kt ranaco education & training institute..hmmm

slmt tggal syg..bla umur ku pnjg kelak ku kn dtg tuk bukti kn...lalala [lupe lirik..=]

wish all da best 4 u..gudluck.doakn ktowg kt cni..

esok besday our new form teacher..madame norhashimah..

da kongsi2 duit bli kek da..insyallah sok mkn kek..huhu ;)

haha..

adoyai da kul 1536pm nih..

nk tgk sinetron JELITA nih..

daaa...

rintihan.

New Year comment

still in new year mood..

still tcari2 azam ntok thn ni...n mgingati ape azam yg xt'tunai thn lpas..

hmm...nk start pkai 'tudung'..hmmm..xtaw ble..

xgune gak klu pkai tudung tp perlakuan xsemengah mne..

xgune gak klu pkai tudung tp prangai cm puaka...

xgune gak klu pkai tudung tp bju ketat.jeans ketat.

xgune gak klu pkai tudung tp kuar wat maksiat..

aq da ckp aq xperfect..aq xmulia..

aq xde hak nk kritik..tp aq tulis sume ni ntok sedar kn diri sndiri..

pd ssape yg yg terasa....'sndiri mau ingt n LU PIKIR R SNDIRI!!

watever la..

bru 2 jan tp da kua paper ank2 melayu kne tgkap khalwat mse mlm new year..

xtaw r pe nk jd..aq ni bkn la perfect sgt tp insyALLAH blum smpi ke thp 2..

bru 3rd jan..lusa da start skewl...warghhhhhh!!!xmau..xmau.

menci..menci..

hm..da nk dkat naek skewl ni bru la muncul classmate..msg la.call la..

hmmm..tgh ssh bru mntk tlg.mse sng xingt pn mnusia yg bname 'ain' ni...

watever la..

last nite g uma nek jap..then g pt.rasipan g wat 'charity'..

bkn aq yg wt 'charity' tp abah...aq myebok je.huhu..

n balik tuh sggah TUAH SEAFOOD...aq pilih menu chicken chop n milo ice..

ok gak r service..xpyh tgu lme sgt..yg jd probs nyer...serve nyer..

depa bg chicken chop ngn SUDU n garfu..adoyai..

1st time in mylife mkn chicken chop mguna kn SUDU..miskin ke pe..ntah la..

ade aq kesah??bak kate azwan ali...

fullstop bout that story k...

ni bru pas edit layout..bese jer..ingt nk plih pink..haha

klakor la plak aq n pink..haahah..

k r da ujan..nk g ke pulau bantal nih..huhu.

ble r nk wat modul kete nih..hmm...ntah r..

mls nk pkir!!!!pnt!pning!!!

fullstop!