Kifarah

Assalamualaikum.

Riiiiiiinnnnnnnnnddddduuuu.

1 year exactly, and now my feeling were the same feeling I felt when I'm at my previous job, in the same situation. I feel like I'm out, my soul was no longer here. Is it what they called job-hopper-syndrome? I hate it!

I hate the feeling that I feel stucked inside my own space.

I can't do this, I can't afford to be jobless again right now.

God, please make me stronger. I beg.